My Lyrics!

My head's always been a safe space
A land this world can't reach
A world without disappointment
Or insecurity
My head's always been a part of me
As I'm sure that you would know
So I built a realm inside it
And there's nowhere I'd rather go

Cause my mind holds castles made from gold
And sunrises painted green
The magic there is pure
And the science there is strong
And I'd love to live inside it
If I can bring you along!

My brain's always been a shelter
A place that's free from fear
Somewhere safe, that shields away
The things that keep me here
My brain has never left me
Not even for a day
And when it comes down to it
That's more than most could say

But my mind holds castles made from gold
And sunrises painted green
The magic there is pure
And the science there is strong
And I'd love to live inside it
If I can bring you along!

My heart is smaller than you'd think
And yet, you still have a place
To think that you'd be here
To know that you would stay
It brings a unique comfort
That's never gonna change!

Cause my mind holds castles made from gold
And sunrises painted green
The magic there is pure
And the science there is strong
And I'm glad to live inside it
Knowing you'd come along!

I wish you saw yourself how I do
For you are beautiful to me
It hurts to know that you can't see it
Just like a butterfly that still can't see its wings

And when you talk, you know I listen
Each word you say's another song to write
And yet this song right here's the first one
I truly hope will someday catch your eye

And oh, maybe I'm a fool
For falling for a stranger through a screen
But oh, I'll hold my phone too
And hope that you can feel a big hug from me

I wish you heard your voice how I do
Something strong and sweet that's magic every time
Cause if you knew just how I hear it
You'd never think it's bad, you'd know it's right

And you're the one who'd always tell me
Don't cry, it's gonna be alright!
And how I wish that I could tell you
The same when I see tears within your eyes
And oh, maybe I'm a fool
For falling for a stranger through a screen
But oh, I'll hold my phone too
And hope that you can feel a big hug from me

And I just hope you can feel
My affection as tangible and real
And all I know is, you deserve it
Cause you are the one who helped me heal

I wish you knew how much I loved you
Your eyes, your mind, your heart, your smile
So take your time, but know I miss you
I'll stay right here, even if it's been a while!

And oh, maybe I'm a fool
For falling for a stranger through a screen
But oh, I'll hold my phone too
And hope that you can feel a big hug from me

Sometimes I go about my day and never see a second
And then I blink and suddenly, I pop into existence
How is it my hands can move
Without my conscious thought?
Is this my only body or is this the one I've got?

I fall into a loop in which I wonder
Am I even awake right now? If-
I can tell the time, do I have the right to ponder
What would happen if I tried to fly?

When I think onto my memories
From four to six to nine
It's like watching back a movie of somebody else's time
Why don't I remember all the things they say I've done?
Was that even me or am I a different someone?

-Fall into a loop in which I wonder
Am I even alive right now? If-
I can read these lines, do I have the right to ponder
What would happen if I tried to kill my-

All I know for certain's gone flying out the window
Cause I'm the only consciousness I can ever really guarantee exists
Will the world end when I die?
Does it make me narcissistic
That in my house, I beg for home?
How could I know?

If I lost my mind, would I ever really know?
Am I locked behind the glass or am I still in control?
Where do I exist? What am I without my thoughts?
If I don't know who I am, can I say who I am not?

I fall into a loop in which I wonder
Do I even know myself? If-
I can speak my mind, do I have the right to ponder
What would happen if I

All I know for certain's gone flying out the window
Cause I'm the only consciousness I can ever really guarantee exists
Will the world end when I die?
Does it make me narcissistic
That in my house, I beg for home?
I'll never know

Full of standards I can't reach
How can I reach them from the back seat?
Reality's blurred, what's fake and real to me?
I'll never know when my mind's stuck in monotony

I'm slipping through a colored show of blue skies
I'm falling through the lines upon a screen
They say it's fake, but this is my chance at a life
Their fiction is my new reality

Oh, this is familiar
These faces, these places, this pain
But it's better than what I had before
This "cartoon"s what's keeping me sane
Because it's real to me
Oh, cause it's real to me!

What's this world but endless gray?
I just want to sink inside my brain
They all seem worried about my ways
My life's never been focused
That hasn't changed

It's vibrant colors long since faded
It's crisp clear lines torn into shreds
The real world is broken, and full of dread
I'll stay within the one inside my head

Oh, this is familiar
These faces, these places, this pain
But it's better than what I had before
This "cartoon"s what's keeping me sane
Because it's real to me
Oh, cause it's real to me!

Is it adventure that awaits me?
Love, or slice of life?
I don't care, my old world can't compare, cause-
This is the one place that's right!

Oh, this is familiar
These faces, these places, this pain
But it's better than what I had before
This "cartoon"s what's keeping me sane
Because it's real to me
Oh, cause it's real to me!
Oh, this is my home now, so proud!
This world, this is real to me!

I'm in love with your eyes
And I wonder, would they shine
If you knew what I was thinking 'bout tonight?
Would I finally see them glow?
When you finally get to know
Just how much I care about your eyes?

I'm in love with your mind
And I ask, are you surprised
When you learn the things about you that I like?
Would you have a thousand questions
When I finally mention
Just how much I care about your mind?

I'm in love with your heart
I've no clue of where to start
But can you feel the way it matches up with mine?
Would you want to stop and listen?
To hear the subtle difference
And just how much I care about your heart?

I'm in love with a thought
It feels real, but it's not
And yet, you have a place within my heart
You'll never get to hear this
But this is how I cope with
The fact that I'm in love with a thought

Diamonds and shining jewels
That's not what I'm searching for
Gold was made for fools
So then what? What am I seeking?
I wanna see what lays beyond
The gate that's always keeping me inside

Oh I, I want to fly
I need to see the world with my own eyes

I wanna see what the world has in store
Wanna live like I just need more
I wanna dream like I'm fast asleep
I wanna show the walls that they can't beat me
I wanna know what lies ahead
See the world through a different lens
I wanna roar like an untamed lion
I wanna know what lies
Beyond the horizon!

Power and all it's glory
That's not what I'm seeking out
These things can't satisfy me
So then what? What do I wish for?
I want to see something unknown
To open brand new doors
And venture out

And now, just look around!
Why should I keep my feet upon the ground when I-

Wanna see what the world has in store
Wanna live like I just need more
I wanna dream like I'm fast asleep
I wanna show the walls that they can't beat me
I wanna know what lies ahead
See the world through a different lens
I wanna roar like an untamed lion
I wanna know what lies
Beyond the horizon!

Being trapped's a form of torture
But it's how I was raised
The world I used to live in was
Just a glorified cage!
And if I were to find a way
To live a brand new life someday
The world would grow before my eyes
To bigger, brighter, bluer skies!

I wanna see what the world has in store
Wanna live like I just need more
I wanna dream like I'm fast asleep
I wanna show the walls that they can't beat me
I wanna know what lies ahead
See the world through a different lens
I wanna roar like an untamed lion
I wanna know what lies
Beyond the horizon!